wow. feels like i haven't been on in forever! i've been crazy busy tho
nothing much has happened...
except i'v just been really confused and frustrated lately and i think i might be depressed...
i've also done some things i used to say i'd never do...
it's been tough...
i'm never really happy and it gets worse when i'm alone...
i have severe trust issues so i always keep everything bottled up and i know it's not helping and i should talk to someone but i feel like a journal is better and that's why i'm writing here and in a journal...
it's not helping much but i tend to feel better for a short time afterwards, which is good...
i'm jus